Rain Drops

I just want to say I had a really hard day today. Sometimes I feel like my life is the proverbial "all thumbs". Nothing seems to fit. A long long time ago, I would have never believed all of this, but now it seems no one is above making mistakes, or loosing everything. I learned that the hard way. And as my dad always says, when you are down, they kick you. So true dad.

But today was a nice day weather wise. I took Sofie on a longer walk today, partly because I need to fit into a bridesmaid dress soon. I can't even think that far ahead right now. Its just day by day. I am just so glad that I have Sofie. She is my sunshine. She is all that is good and wonderful and pure in this world. I feel so bad for what I put her through. Thank you God, for her. I promise I'll be a better mom to her tommorow.